Christmas

OK so Christmas was great. I enjoyed seeing everyone Christmas eve. That meant the world to me. I am finally getting over this cold. Yes it is 3 am and I am awake again. I have a scan this morning. I have been having some really bad headaches and they want to see if things are getting worse or if the tumors are actually shrinking. The latter would be nice but filled with pain. Oh well can't have everything. Thank you to all of you that donated to our family over the holidays, it is much appreciated. All I want is your prayers and company.Please don't feel like you have to do something. If you want to I am not going to give you any ideas and I won't stop you because everyone deals with this in there own way and if you feel the need to give we will accept. But really time spent with family and friends and prayers are all I will ever ask for. More time. Seems like such a small thing until someone gives you a time limit. but I say screw that i am too cranky and stubborn to believe in time tables. I am a nurse we are the worse patients and I have seen my share of miracles. All I need is one for me. In case I have not said it lately cancer sucks.
Oh yeah, if anyone is reading this, you don't have to post yourself as a follower but send me a little comment that you have been here.It is nice to know when someone I care about is thinking of me.